THE RIVER INSIDE OF ME

IT IS A RIVER INSIDE OF ME. I WONDER WHAT IS THIS RIVER FULL OF? IS THIS RIVER FULL OF RAIN, SNOW, HAIL,WATER, AND OR BLOOD? I ONLY ASK THIS QUESTION BECAUSE IT JUST FEEL LIKE IT IS OVER FLOWING. WELL THIS RIVER DON'T SHOW THAT IT IS FULL SOME TYPE OF LIQUID. WELL I JUST CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. I REALLY JUST WONDERING WHY IS THIS RIVER GOING THROUGH MY BODY? I JUST SAY WHY PEOPLE JUST THROW THINGS IN ME AND AT ME? I JUST ASK WHY MUST THIS RIVER OVER FLOW? I REALLY DON'T WANT THE THINGS THAT ARE FLOWING THROUGH ME. I DON'T WANT THE CHEMICALS TO OVER FLOOD AND THE CHEMICAL IS MAKING ME SICK. WELL TELL YOU THE TRUTH THE I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT IS REALLY FLOWING THROUGHOUT MY BODY!!!

This Medal Bend Inside Me

WELL AS YOU CAN SEE I FEEL THAT I AM NOT THE REAL ME. I LOOK DEEP INSIDE MYSELF AND SAY I WANT TO BE THE REAL ME. I REALLY DON'T SEE WHY PEOPLE THINK THAT I AM DIFFERENT FROM THEM. I JUST ASK MYSELF WAS IT WORTH IT. NOBODY UNDERSTAND WHAT I GO THROUGH. NO I AM NOT NO BULLY EITHER. I DON'T BULLY PEOPLE UNLESS THEY TOUCH ME. I FEEL NOT MYSELF WHEN I GET A THREAT FROM THESE TEACHERS IN MY SCHOOL. WELL I GUESS YOU WILL MEET THE NEW TIHERRA QUAWANDA TRUDY PATTERSON. THIS BLOG WAS MADE FOR THOSE GIRLS THAT TEST MY PATIENCE'S. I GUESS THAT ALL THAT I HAVE TO SAY BECAUSE I AM NOT SCARED OF NONE OF THESE GIRLS. I THINK THIS IS MEANT FOR THOSE WHO THINK THEY ARE OLDER THAN ME! LOOK AROUND AND NOTICE THAT I AM NOT OF NONE OF YOU'LL LITTLE KIDS IN THIS CLASS. LIKE I SAID IT FEEL LIKE A MEDAL IS BLENDING WHEN I DON'T DEFEND MYSELF. THANK YOU

This is what i believe

I believe that you can do what you want. Also be what you want. Now some people say that I can't be a crime scence investigator. Do you known what i say? I guess you don't. I say I am going to be what I want to be and do what i do. what i want to do is attend the finest high schools here in newark n.j. Just the other day my sister friend said you can't make that far because of my actions. i avoided the situation and went about my business. So now the girl is looking stuck because i am always in the house doing work for school while they are outside playing. What i believe is true you can be what you want. you also can do what you want as far as lif goes on.